Saturday, February 20, 2010

Whats left of you

i normally wake up at night and now know what to do,
but howcome now whenever im awake all i think about is you.
but then even when i fall back asleep i still imagine i was with you, the beauty of your smiling and what way..the way you just are.
its beyong the point now and there is no going back, all our history means nothing, its all just been pickup and chucked with the rubbish out back.
but there is no meaning to make a new history and make it into the future because as much as i care and want it to work, i just want you to know one thing.. that you are a changed person now, andits not for the good,
you just arent the girl you used to be.
its like your now possesed by a lunatic and your seeking revenge on me,
because no matter what you do or no matter what you say, it always finds it way round and comes back to haunt me. its a little but of anger, and just a tad more of jealosy, also some hated and a shot of pure ecstasy.
but most of all its only a little bit of you because you aint who you used to be..
so pretty much im here to say to your new self,
can you please just go away