Lately, i guess you could say ive had writers block.
As previously mentioned, i am the author of my own story.
But latetly ive hit that part where im unsure of what will come next,
ive felt at time like my storyis coming to its end.
Its past 7 in the morning and i cant even sleep, i dont even know what im doing with myselF
i want to sleep but i just cant. if i sleep i dont wanna wake up from it again
i just dont know what to do, or how to react to what obstacles are arising.
I havent had the energy nor will to even sit down and just write.
Maybe thats why ive been struggling,
Who knows, because i sure dont.
I dont really know anything anymore,
its way to easy nowadays to get caught up in emotions, to get caught up in the tide
and to talk to people, and agree with them, when you should be doing the opposite.
we live in a wild world, that is one thing i definitely am sure of.
But besides that, im unsure of everyting else, this current state im in,
Is one of dissaray, im not sure how i still function,
im low, i feel like im dying,
my emtoions are screwed, i dont know what im feeling,
Im wanting everythnig toend.
I confuse myself.
everyone confuses me.
everyone confuses eachother..
Theres way to many quotes out there, which people hear then try to follow, but thats not good,
Say for example "suicide is most selfish thing to do"-okay say if that person has suffered there whole life, and nthing hekps them at all, nothing.
why should that person suffer, and live a lfie in misery. how are they meant ot belive ANYONE when people say it will get better, they are just words,
People say not to listen to words, but if your not supposed to listen to words,that means your not supposed to listen to advide given to you. Life contradicts itself. i bet im confusing you right now..
if your feeling confused and thinking what the fuck is this kid going on about?
WELL WELCOME TO MY LIFE!! A life full of confusion
