Time has flown past at an astonishing rate,
now entered manhood yet still feeling irate.
No contacts been made, the walls been set hard
no acknowledging of eachother,
i can feel happy when i see you smile,
but my emptiness still remains
on my shelf looking by
My face mightnt show it,
noone can tell,\\
but inside i keep bleeding, if only you were to know.
Eye contact could be the key to you knowing,
just like a game of show and tell,
you see my tear falling down and realise il never let you go
time goes past but some emotions dont and i know this ones here to stay.
Even when its sunny and clouds are in hiding im still left feeling dark and grey.
its a huge flaw of mine i dont like it one bit, i wish i could let it go.
but it just dont feel right to abandon it, even if im the only to know.
I want to speak up and commute my thoughts,
if oonly it was easy as that, my thought represents feelings,
Of which you faced and then cut.
I face my demons every coming day
they slowly make me die.
i wish you could come back and guide them away,
i want to smile when i look up to the sky.
Memories are the greatest and i know ours wont ever fade
...from me, because i bet according to you its just plain old boring history.
Fuck it, life sucks im over it
