my soldier and the shoulder i could lean on
ive been having a tough time right here but only being with you could make be cheerfull.
You were my guardian and the one who i most enjoyed company of, but as time fled past us you stopped being my guardian from the evil, as you slowly became my greatest enemy of all.
The way you flicked your hair and how you knew just how to get me going
the way you layed in my arms and played with my ears and already knew where it was going
the moments when words weren’t needed because looking into your eyes said it all
those were the moments where forever meant us and only eternity would outlast us
Good times or bad I still needed you, you were the centre of my world and for so long i made myself yours and you took me.
i understood and protected you
so why did you dishonor me?
you lied to me because you said you cared
you lied because you gave me false hopes
you lied because you never stuck by your word
and you lied because you still made me care.
but if you really cared then maybe you would have just heard,
heard of how much i was into you,
heard of my agonising pleas
or maybe even my deep down pains
just maybe before it was all washed down the drain.
