you said I was your world and you would do anything to keep it
you said I was the one who you cared most for
you said you most enjoyed being with me
you said il love you forever, signed yours truly
you said all those things and we made plans for the future
so howcome now a memory is all I am to you
howcome when I see you, im the only one saying hello
howcome I forgave you yet your still bitter towards me
can you sleep at night with a smile on your face?
I stood by your side month after month,
I always reinforced that I would make it all work.
You stayed near yourhome, I travelled long distances,
You were in your neighbourhood, I was all so distant
You were in your comfot zone, I was in unknown territory
I gave up other things in like
I got rid of everything because all I needed was you,
I did the hard work and I suffered for a long time
I did all this because all I wasnted was you
You promised me always that you wanted me too
I looked you in the eye and said I love you
You held my hand, touched my face and said your love was there also.
So how come now, when I look you in the eye,
You look away and keep talking to your friends like i don’t even survive
..suvive hah what a funny word it is
Yet out of all of this pain I think you are the one didn’t survive
Look at yourself now, look at what you’ve become
The old nice and caring you has not survived, its only all dead and gone
So now im rebuilding, im blocking you out
Because I don’t need you no more in my life
So you’ve been blocking me out, stuffing me around
I bet you’ve been hoping I would keep coming back
well i hope you havent relied on that because now im sick of giving slack
you said you loved me and always will..well look at where we have ended up now..
