Being depressed isnt sad. Dropping a lollipop on the ground is sad.
Hearing ur team lost on the weekend makes you sad.
Sad is just a mere emotion, like happy,angry, it passes
It comes, it goes. We brush it off.
But being depressed is being in a crowd full of people that care about you, yet you feel alone.
Being depressed means coming home at night, but not feeling at home,
It means being enclosed with family, a safe place to stay, yet you feel yourself unstable.
You feel in danger.
It is when you feel isolated from everybody else.
It is when life goes oh so slow, yet so fast.
Once darkness falls, every second seems like an hour, you just want that one person to be with you.
To tell you its all fine.
Yet during the day its like your standing on a platform watching a train go by,
Shoots right past you, yet you take in nothing about it, you learn nothing new.
You merely grow older. it s a painful process.
It is waking up and not just getting up out of routine, but thinking to yourself
Why am i getting up?
What is my reason to get up.
Or even, what when that one reason disappears, where am i going with myself?
It is having something on your mind unwillingly nonstop, it is a parasite eating away at your emotions inside out.
Being Depressed is when you love someone so much and you make them your priority
Yet day after day you just sit there, waiting to hear there voice,
Or waiting for them to initiate conversation.
Then if that doesnt happen you cant sleep all night, you stress, you worry, you wonder what if.
That is being depressed
Depression is not a mood, it is not something fixed by pills, or therapy.
It is a Disease, which is caused by just one person,
or just one event.
Life could be traveling fine, then that person comes along,
That person could torment you.
Or you could even fall in love with them, yet they dont treat you right, or they dont realise how muchu need them. so inside you suffer as you need them so much, but they dont need u back, or they dont show it at least.
To the peopel who have strong emotions, emotions which are deep, those people are the ones who get depressed.
Because people who are more shallow, and just live life with a whatever goes function dotn really get bothered by small things. they dont stop and look at there actions from an outsiders point of view
They dont get depressed because they are self centered. Unknowingly, they are self centered.
becaues they dont realise there actions.
For them it may seem normal , it may just be like yeah whatever there is always tomorrow to talk to that person, or its okay its just a few more hours blah blah.
But no, thats your opinion..yet for someone else, waiting till timorrow is to late.
What if I get hit by a car and never wake up, or you die or whatever, how would you feel?
If someones been sitting waiting for you all day, day after day, then that extra time will push them.
Jealousy,love,hate,loneliness turns your heart into a fragile vase, and that extra time waiting pushes it closer and closer to the edge,
It will hurt.
that edge is the borderline of being depressed.
Depressed person wont show it at start, because they will savor the good moments with you.
But oh you just wait, once the bottle of emotions reaches the brim,
Youl be instore for a nice reality check.
Remember that we all wear masks.
I may love you, you may love me.
But that aint mean shit when im becoming unhappy.
So just stop now and then and realise yourself.
Fix your faults now before you lose anyone else
It makes you think, why me?
Why cant i just wake up and get dressed and look forward to today
but no instead you wake up and wonder what shit your in for, hooray!
Why am i always being sad because of you,
Whether its something youve done without a second thought,yet caused me so much grief.
Whether its just the fact of missing you.
But remember, depression is something many people keep secret
So next time your cleaning out your closet,
try think of all the skeletons that ive secretly hidden
They will be hard to find, but they are emotionally ridden.
So give the special ones in your life, that chunk in time of day,
ask them all about themselves,
check that everythings running okay.
Cos if youl lose them, cos of your own mistakes,
you will be hating yourself every single day.
You will become overridden with anger nd hate.
Youl wanna go back in time and force them to stay.
If we do to much stuff, see so many people, we stop appreciating what we have,
we have to slow our lives down sometimes and realise whats important.
"Im tired of trying, im sick of the crying, to you ive been smiling but inside im dying,
If i say im ok, you should know im astray, so save me now, before its all becomes to late."
Take a look around at all people you know, and think how youl live if one of them goes.
