On a date with the devil.

Every memory, every thought, every image of you in my head, Just everything about you, my general view on you, could be Compared to dining out at very expensive restaurant,
its pleasant and you enjoy the quality and experience of it all,
However I do expect so much as you are paying a small fortune for it.

Now you mightnt be paying for a table for two at a restaurant but the cost that you may incur is a lot more then just money in the real world.
It could be your happiness, motivation, time, effort; absolutely anything and could even be your everything.

But yes, you are dining out, you may have the most amazing night ever, 
Loving it from the start,
..Its perfect, all has goen to plan and you can see yourself coming back here often, enjoying yourself here in the future.

I Adore you and I Love you, you will never ever realise how much i do.. I bet theres  someone out there who we can all compare to these words, and realise how much life sucks sometimes.

You precede to have dessert and the night is coming to a conclusion, But what if you say find a worm in your dessert, or just something unexpected happens.  You may feel really sick from the food, or find something foreign in it. How would you then feel about that restaurant?

I have been having the best time ever with you,
Could not have asked for anything more amazing.
We all have someone, or at least had someone who we were deeply into.
But what will happen, how will I cope if i find a worm with us,
How will any of us?
Its generally out of our own control, Generally its the other parties fault not ours,
And thats why life sucks. Because we put all we got into something to end up with nothing someties

Because our minds work in mysterious ways.
Aand it just takes one bad moment, one bad thought,
Finding out one thing we didnt want to,
For our mind to throw away all those good memories
And just latch onto the negatives,
It causes us to think sour thoughts, bad experiences,
Bad images in our heads.
Now that, is what i think of  as the world fucking us over,
Cos no matter how much we put in,
We could devote all we have to someone
Yet even that could not be enough,
It makes you wonder 
Because if all we have, all our energy, all our emotions, our time, effort, love and care is not enough...
Then what the fuck is?